Cats are very photogenic. That is nice for them. Or for us maybe.
I started meditating three days ago with the headspace app. A coworker recommended it to me and it was easier than the last time a coworker recommended something to me so I did it. Easier than therapy. Another coworker told me that Xanax is actually for anxiety and not depression. What is depression anyways. Or anxiety.
Goddamn right cats are endlessly photographable. Fucking ridiculous, are cats.
Yesterday on the train, going up the stairs, there was a guy playing one of those Asian instruments with the long strings, you know, and I rode up the escalator and I thought something that I just forgot because I was thinking of those instruments. Good god damn Christ I just literally did forget…
Now I remember. It wasn’t to do with cats, I was thinking that maybe I should start believing that everything happens for a reason. I should start thinking that every thing that happens to me is part of some big plot. I’ve thought that before. That’s boring.
I was going to do things. Now I’ve decided I’m not going to do anything. Fuck doing things. Fuck that. I woke up today that’s enough. I did things earlier. I used to do things. Now I’m going to do no things.
I either have a splinter under my fingernail, or I just stabbed the skin under my fingernail so much with a burnt safety pin that it feels like I do.
Anyone's Ghost 
Sounds like a day in life of me. Have you been spying again? 😛
Xanax is for anxiety. Your co-worker is right
Appreciate the second opinion! That girl can’t be trusted on her own. Is there a pill for being sad?
Antidepressants, but they work over time. There’s no pill that instantly makes you feel better (well, not legal ones anyway)
I don’t have a problem with illegal as long as it doesn’t have damaging long term effects. But most things do. Guess I’ll keep meditating.
Probably a good idea 😉
Ah, but doing no things sounds like an intent. So now you are still doing something. Foiled again! wha wha whaaaa… And there’s really nothing that xanax is not good for…except operating heavy machinery, perhaps 😀
Yeah I was telling my friend I’d never taken Xanax because I was afraid I would like it too much. Also I never do what I say I’m going to do so I ended up straying from my intent and doing things 🙂
haha as a recovering addict, I can vouch for the ah…addictive quality of such substances. It is good to know yourself and your limits, and to respect them!
But wait…where are the pictures???
If I put a cat picture on here, my traffic would double and then I would be sad because cat pictures are better than my whole blog.
hahaha indeed. This is not to say that your blog is not great, but rather that cat pictures are the internet trump card. Stupid cats and their atupid awesomeness.
i took so much xanax at some point, my body was a white blood cell digesting a foreign contaminant. it melted the xanax and i was left with the same anxiety.
I’ll try to avoid that
Indeed, xanax won’t make you happier, it’ll just make you care less about pretty much everything. Left the stove on? Ah it’ll be fine I’ll just take a nap. ‘Happy pills’ in my experience produce far too much sweat so I reckon spending time with animals is a better solution.
Good to hear these somewhat negative reviews of Xanax.
Also – I had the cat picture blog experience. Naturally it saddened me. Damn cute feline superpowers
Seriously! I took like thirteen more cat pics this morning so far.
Sweet 🙂