Habits

Can’t I just make up my mind to feel the way I do when I tell the truth without actually telling the truth? 

Hell doesn’t seem like a bad place. Can’t I stay a little longer?

I texted a million people this morning. I still feel lonely.

If I work hard and focus, I can get my life on track. I don’t need to actually tell the truth, do I? 

I don’t need to face myself, right? 

It’s her fault, isn’t it? It’s not my fault.

It’s not my fault, right?

Where’s the bottom of this fucking quicksand anyway. 

6 thoughts on “Habits

  1. Maybe all the hiker boss needs to hear is,’No thanks, I’m busy.’ Only a rude person goes a step further and asks, ‘Busy doing what?’ Why not then say, ‘Spending time with my family/wife.’

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