Gustave Flaubert said, “Be regular and orderly in your life so that you can be violent and original in your work.”
Today I tried to think about ways to make my life more orderly.
I went to the gym the other day for the first time in two months. Then today I found out that there is an associated gym half a mile from where I work, so I can go right after work on Friday and Saturday. If I go both of the days that I have off, that’s four days a week.
Today I felt less like I had to accomplish anything but getting through the day, because there was a lot to do with the gym and working and eating and cleaning myself, and I think I felt better going through the day like that, not trying to accomplish anything. I think throwing 2015 away before it starts is a really great idea.
I feel like I can be really violent and original in my work now, whatever the hell that means.
I am almost done with Les Miserables. Sweet.
I think next Friday I will try to do the exact same shit I did today, at all the exact same times. That shit will be so orderly.
I threw 2015 away months ago. I’ve been writing lines for 2016 but it’s all crap too and will eventually get rubbished as well.
Ha! Nice! Let’s throw away the decade.
We wouldn’t be the first to do so… we’d be ordinary.